Random thoughts 💭

Today in our class we had debates on crimes and punishments in India, I learnt something new the predominant crimes in India except crimes dealing with children are honor killings, rape, acid attacks and killings which deal with the culture of the society. The cultural sphere of influence created in the society is very huge which translates into crimes. If we think about what can reduce crimes in a nation it's educating and making people aware of their individual rights

I could see there are loads of people achieving great things in life. It instills a guilt in me that I am good for nothing. I am sure that most of you know Anish Sarkar a 3 year old who is the youngest to hold a rating in chess in the world. There are people who settle before 20. They are financially independent they have a job in hand but suddenly you are the most useless person. The feeling of being not good enough is common I think. I always feel why are we racing and where are we racing. We have timelines for everything and we rush to fulfill the timeline. But most of the time we fight with us.

I used to come to college by bicycle every day. But unfortunately one day in September my dress got struck in the chain of the cycle and the chain got out of the cycle. I tried repairing it manually but it ended in failure as it got out after few stamps. I was frustrated and a passerby told me to take the cycle to the cycle shop and repair it in the same day. I thought it's okay I can walk to the college and thought of repairing it in a fine day. And the fine day never came and it's been two months the cycle was standing in a same place in damp position so I decided the fine day is today and took it to the shop today. I went to the repair shop where I usually go the shopkeeper is a grand father and I am a regular customer during my last year, as I fill air twice in a week in his shop. He questioned why he couldn't see me in his shop and I told him the story. He repaired it in a minute and asked me just 10rs. Less than a cost of tea and it took less than 2 minutes. I was lau...

There are little things in our life which just fades away all our worries in a instant. For me it's always a bike ride, train journey or a sip of hot coffee. Sometimes we try to escape from reality but brutally it just slaps on your face and no way around you should learn to deal with it. It's always us vs us. The hardest compromise or forgiveness arises from ourselves. Most of the time we are so kind to others, but we just forget to give ourselves the kindness. It's easy to get carried away by emotions. It's absolutely normal to feel that you are not good enough. The world is big and the opportunities are vast we are just a minute dust in this universe this thought will humble all your ego in seconds. Whatever it may be life always brings in reason to smile. At last only these small things makes our life good.

I often wonder how it's possible for everyone one to score good grades in Education. But in most of the Asian households education is everything. Sometimes children are looked as investments. Parents invest on children and hope for a good return in the name that it's good for ourselves. But solidly this Academic failure and the race in academics gives us a feel of failure in our life. Is it really okay for us to fail in academics. Either become a doctor or engineer or else you are a failure it's a common tantrum people go through in their life. Are we really living the life that we want to live or we just living a life that someone feels that it's good for ourselves. Actually how do we want ourselves to live in this world. Why did we chain ourselves to an extent that there is no place for other chains. Then is it really that some of us are unlucky to live far away from our desired life whatever it is it's absolute normal for us to live with unfulfilled dreams or des...

The past of our lives carries our present life. But the thoughts on present always has a strong will to return back to past and make past a beautiful one. But often I forget the present I am living now is going to be a past soon. Worrying and regretting about past became my irresistible hobby which comes along with me. I am not sure when will l be released by this. But is past really beautiful then present becoming past will it be beautiful in future. But in this present I feel it's too overwhelming most of the time I feel lonely I feel annoyed for no reason. Sometimes I just want to escape from the reality. But it's hard if you are born pain and suffering becomes inevitable like happiness and pleasure. But isn't it a privilege to think about purpose, past and future. While people are uncertain about the present in every corner of the country. I am grateful I have a roof over me, food in the table and a place for myself. Sometimes you are alone in this life. But it's yo...